questions to free your mind

I got this idea from Marc & Angel Hack Life and I have decided to run with it.  I will post a question each day and answer it... I hope.  I can be a pretty big procrastinator as you all know.  I am doing this as part of my personal goal to get my life on track and to live for me.  I know I said that a while back but it has NOT been easy.  It is far simpler for me to fall back into old habits and put others needs/wants/desires ahead of my own.  I find it easier to do for others, making them happy, than it is for me to do for myself. 

I was proud of myself at least once in the last few weeks for putting me first.  I went back up north for my brothers wedding and spent a few days visiting my Iowa friends (miss you already guys!) and was blown off by Typh on Monday, the day he told me to set aside to hang with him, for another girl.  He then wanted to do something on Tuesday.  Normally I would have done so regardless of another plans I had just to see and be with him but I told him "No, I have lunch & dinner plans with some other friends.   You told me to set aside Monday and I did.  You chose to not see me but got out for coffee with Emily."  I could not belive I had it in me to do that!

Anyway back on track.  Today's question is: How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?

I feel that I have always been older than my age, I was always the motherly figure of the group even though I had no desires to be a mother myself. I have never partied hard or been the out of control one, I have often been tagged the "conscious of the group."  I threw some fantastic parties though!!  I think if I didn't know my age I would have to put myself at 30.  Old enough to know better but still young enough to have fun and occasionally not care! I know I am fast approaching that age personally and it scares me a bit to find my self so alone but hopefully with a bit of work on ME I will be more ready and willing to put myself out there to get over Typh and find Mr. Right.  I am not and have never been the type to feel incomplete with out a man in my life but I do enjoy the perks of being in a relationship.