It has been a long time since I have sat down to write, there are a ton of excuses that I give myself but really it boils down to laziness .... the lazy that comes from chronic depression.
Don't get me wrong I have a good life, wonderful friends, a job I enjoy with coworkers who make me smile (just don't ask about whom I work for ... they kind of suck). I get angry with myself when I feel so unmotivated, when I have zero desire or will to get out of bed and do more than just flip through TikTok videos, but sadly that is how I spend most of my days. Especially these days since we are in the midst of a pandemic, Oregon is on fire, and the protests are still going on downtown Portland. But those are all stories for another time.
I do miss writing, it is cathartic for me, gets things off my chest and off my mind. So my friends, I hope you are ready for more of the random BS that comes from mind, especially late at night.
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