So I am a little disappointed in myself this round. I have not stuck to the diet like I should have, I have cheated nearly every day and I only pushed my self do exercise for less than 1 week. Now I will admit that some of it was my fault, well all of it really I think I tried to do too much at the same time, given that I had not been doing anything at all. My eternal struggle with my lack of will power :( I need to get a handle on my depression. All I want to do sleep or read. Although I feel like all I do is work.
But I still wish I had tried harder to stick to the diet portion I did lose a few more pounds here and there but nothing work chatting about really. I seem to have plated at 167-170 range. I am have been floating there for what seems like weeks.
I really need to sit down with my self and decide what I want to do, the wedding is only 2 weeks away now and although I am going to look better than I every have I am not going to make my goal weight of being in the 150-160 range and toned. The wedding and being able to show off to Typh for all that he did to me has been a great motivator but even that has dwindled on me since he and the betrayer broke up. I really wanted to throw it in her face how good I looked, and yes I know that is childish and petty but it was working for me. Now I need to find my own personal motivator to keep me on track and going strong. I need something to get me up out of this slump I am in and living/loving life again.
Sláinte,
Kat
